Laksmi Mata ki JAI !!!
Guruji,
Thank you for these advices, I'll do my best.
What is about this Lal, this red?
It is really a heavy sadhana to be so red, so Lal. My way of living is much rumoring and always Leelas are around me.
I am a little afraid of myself and of the many results, which this lal is creating, for this going for a job is even to put this working-place to a psycho-encounter-leela. I tried many things, but this power is sometimes too much.
living on this earth doesn't need this mirror-power, but it is there ... please give me your blessings and create some nice job for me, Sri Sri Maha Prabhujji.
Forever Yours
Lal Baba